mugrat replied to your post: I don’t even know what to say about that other than “you’ve got the wrong idea entirely.”

If that were really true then you wouldn’t seem ashamed/disappointed/both. You don’t like your secret being out because you don’t like the lack of control. I’m onto you.

I’m not ashamed by any stretch, for the record.  I can’t bring myself to be.

And this secret, this thing you’re so sure of - I do hope you keep mum about it.  I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt as to what it is, considering the context of the conversation.

The nature of the situation is so incredibly out of my control.

Are you satisfied?  Is that what you wanted to hear?  You’r

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